The fact that I feel the need to pop a Xanax as soon as my phone rings is probably a sign that I don't belong in this job anymore. As if I ever belonged here in the first place. Anyone who wants to run away everytime they get a call should not be doing phone support.
Since I'm not really a valued member of this team anyway, it's probably for the best that I leave as soon as I can. I'm only of value to them as a warm body to answer phones, nothing more. The sooner I can leave here, the better.
I'm hoping that my time away from the office while I'm in California next week will help. But ultimately I need to find my way out of here, and into a job where I'll get to use my skills instead of being a zombie robot who answers the phone all day.
